For a moment, I was blissfully nothing.
Embracing the pain and rising from it
I got on my knees, surrendering to it all
Surrendering to heartache,
growth,
my love,
our bodies
My vulnerability
Laid bare for the first time
I was a ripe fruit
Sweet, delicious, thirst quenching
You came back for seconds and thirds and I savored it all
My body made a woman
That could only be satisfied by a man
Love so deep I had to dig into my deepest fears to embrace it
Pure joy
Your seed in me.
On me
Face shining
I’d never wanted a man to come inside until you
I quenched for it
Blossomed for it
Losing myself
Was finding myself
You fucked me until my third eye opened
Expanded my ability to see
To understand
I was opened so wide.
I trusted so deep,
I would’ve done anything for you.
I was love
I was magic
I was a whore
I was a queen
I was a slave
I was everything
And blissfully nothing.